Saturday, April 19, 2014

Training the Elephant

     If an elephant walks along a market street in India, she will reach now to the left for a melon, now to the right for a grab of pistachios~led by her trunk, glutting on the available feast. She will not walk very far. Why should she?  But given some object to hold, such as a stick, she can be easily led to the fields beyond, the brook where she might bathe, the open sun in which to bask.
     It is the nature of the human mind to be constantly scanning~for resources, mates, predators. Now this way, now that. Boredom is "nowhere to focus"~an experience of scanning that devolves into numbness; frustration; anxiety; depression, and its concomitant, anger. The antidote, and corollary tendency of the mind, is to seize on an object, like an owl on its prey. That's the how of golf, Elvis collections, laser surgeries, guacamole recipes, digital cameras. But the need to scan makes us vulnerable~to Nintendo, Tweeting, Facebooking, Cheetos, Black Friday sales, Budweiser, and on~all the things that offer our minds respite from scanning, at our own expense. The need to seize can freeze. If the elephant's trunk is constantly occupied, she can't feed herself.
     Even as I write this post, I find ways to stop myself from scanning. I open a new file to write the post, a not-to-be-underestimated step.  Woody Allen says, "80% of success is showing up." I anticipate what might arrest the attention of my readers. I choose an unexpected image for a teaching essay~an elephant. I find an image of an elephant with an unexpected basketball in her/his trunk. I surprise myself, and hopefully, you, onto the page. I keep a working outline scrolling ahead of me.
     When a student asks me What do you want? the subtext is likely to be Saving me from myself! She is asking for something to help her gather her attention in a direction, so she might move forward. But I, as her teacher, want something that will help me, as her teacher, to focus.  The A paper, if we must talk academic economics, is the one that surprises me with its originality, that stops me from scanning for something to get me through the stack of papers. That is, in short, not boring to us both.
     How do we guide our students to train their minds, so that they will not be vulnerable to predatory politics, commerce, and, yes, predatory teaching?  We can beat minds into submission, as mahouts traditionally do elephants. For that, bring on the hooks, the chains, the starvation, humiliation, the pain of rigid pedagogies.  Beat the elephant so it will walk that street.
     Or, we can resist what unenlightened administrators deem to be "focused": chaining students to hackneyed standards. A first step to this is to help each other appreciate how the mind works~that it will, that it must forage. But it also needs surprise and novelty to move forward.
     Then, when a student asks me What do you want? I turn the question back to her: What do you want?  What surprises you?  What energizes you?  Open questions, by their nature, focus us, lead us to surprise. Next, I ask How can we make this assignment about you? And then, the important step, help her to commit, to hold onto this focus for the ride.
     How are you training your own and others' elephants? Where is your slam-dunk?


  1. There are days in my life when I have to be hit over the head in order to find inspiration (I’m really having a tough time with Dr. Chandler’s class right now and need to come up with a plan before Monday—yikes!). Other days it just comes to me within the blink of an eye. This week’s inspiration started with a set of three elephants: in Pragmatics class (ENG 5171) we were discussing an elephant as a representation of the Republican Party; then I saw a short video about a bull elephant, which comes to a family swimming pool for a drink (obviously not in our area), while the family was in the pool (no one moved or got hurt during the filming of this event…don’t try this at home); and then your blog post about “Training the Elephant” appears. These elephant ideas brought me back to the day that I visited Lucy the Elephant in Margate City, NJ, which is just above Atlantic City.

    Lucy the Elephant is a sight to see! She is a building in the shape of an elephant and is located right near the boardwalk in Margate City. If you'd like to climb up inside Lucy, there is a price to see her insides, which houses some interesting artifacts, as Lucy is a museum. Lucy even gets her toenails painted once a year during an event with children, who get to choose the color for the coming year. Her current paint job is a French manicure with purple nails. Imagine that! If you've ever seen the movie “Moulin Rouge” then you can imagine Lucy is the elephant building in which Nicole Kidman’s character lived—it looks very much like Lucy.

    This week there was a total lunar eclipse, which sort of resembles a French manicure when the eclipse is about 1/3 done. Though I wasn't awake to see this week’s eclipse (I’m sorry, but I’m not getting up at 2 a.m. on the off chance that I’ll see this eclipse, since it was cloudy when I went to bed at midnight, and a rain storm was moving into our area), I have seen enough lunar eclipses to know what it looks like. The moon inspires a lot of creativity in a lot of people—songs like “Moon River” and “Bad Moon Rising”; or the TV shows “Moonlighting” and “The Honeymooners”; and let’s not forget the children’s book “Goodnight Moon”, which was a favorite bedtime story when my children were young.

    So, how do Lucy the Elephant, her painted toenails, and the moon inspire me? It brings me back to think about my mother, and how she never painted the moons on her fingernails. (The moons are that whitish crescent at the base of a nail bed. I only have moons on my thumbnails, but my mother had moons on all of her nails.) When I was young I’d watch her paint her nails a bright red, which sometimes matched, and sometimes didn't match, her lipstick. (She would use her lipstick as blush—she’d smear just a little bit onto her cheeks for that matching glow.) So, today I wrote a poem inspired by my mother’s fingernails and in a roundabout way by the elephant and the moon. I just never know when inspiration will hit me!

  2. As always, Mary Ellen, I delight in your generous and encompassing imagination~you are quite a synthesizer. Thank you for your response~~~

  3. Én elég szintetizátor! (I hope that's spelled right.)

  4. I feel like I have this problem. I don't really know what I want to do yet in life. After , I graduated high school and came to college because thought that was the natural/common thing to do. Plus, I wanted to be successful and yada yada yada. But Ultimately, I feel lost as I get closer to attaining my degree. I really don't know what I want to do after college. The main thing that comes to mind when I think that is more college. Hence Graduate school. I feel like I'm doing the right thing because I was a delinquent kid throughout middle/high school. So to be in the position I'm in right now really leaves a lot of people from my past astounded( Old Friends and Teachers). really find happiness in that because I'm proving people wrong. That's another reason why I chose to double major. But Other than that I don't know what I really want to do . I'm a simple person. I Like simple things. Spending money on doing activities doesn't guarantee fun. I know that because I've experienced it Sometimes I want to just be alone and just roll a blunt smoke and relax and just enjoy nature. Plus, it depends on how I'm feeling if I want to do something. I don't know,hopefully I figure things out soon.

  5. One basketball or stick at a time, Jaleel. I'm still trying to figure out what I want to do when I grow up. This radical freedom is our legacy as humans. How do we want to use it?

  6. As I am beginning to student teach I see a lot more of these bored eyes scan my classroom daily. The students try to re-direct their focus on anything but me. Sadly, they know that when the teacher is finished talking at them and asks them to complete an assignment, they just have to do it the assignment to the expected student standard and they'll 'pass.' I have yet to meet a kid that writes and hands in work how THEY want. And a majority of those students are also the ones that “hate writing” because they “don’t know where to start” or how to “write from a prompt.” But I'm not here to talk bad about the students of today because I was one of those students. Sadly enough that student will still come out of me. I constantly ask myself if I think I wrote “enough words or pages.” But I have been training myself recently to not ask if what I wrote is “enough” anymore. I try asking myself if what I wrote comes from my heart and is of quality, not quantity. It’s help changed the way I write and no longer feel pressured that I’m not doing enough. Because now I have learned that I am doing plenty, for myself specifically not for my teacher. However, the question that still remains for me is how can we change the way these things are taught? How do we un-teach them that it’s not the quantity of pages I am asking of you, but the quality?

  7. Dr. Rich,

    After reading this, I recall the first class we had together. This class was difficult because you had us own the "I" and think about what we wanted from our writing. When I would ask a question, and it was too specific about what YOU wanted from MY writing, you left it open for interpretation. I'd like to thank you for that. I believe you being open to my interpretation of an assignment has helped me grow as a writer and poet.

    I currently tutor students in k-12th grade. (I know it sounds crazy to have students being tutored so young. But this is what the company offers.) In the past, I have given my students specific prompts to write from. If they skewed from the main idea, I'd correct them. Now, I have a bigger picture for my students. I want them to change up the prompt. I want their ideas to flow. I want them to want to write how they want to write about what they want to write. I allow them a free range of ideas and allow them to make their own decisions. In school, they are strapped down too heavily and I want them to know that when they come for extra help, or time to take a step up from where they currently are, they will have my support and they will be able to write freely and ENJOY it.

    I have one student in particular who I think about when writing this. She would come into the writing studio every week and huff, "only 90 minutes," she would say. We have a magazine publication, and she has been coming to the studio for four years and only published once when she was younger. A few months ago (after your class), I encouraged her to free write. I told her she had no restrictions. I told her if she felt a fragment should be used, to use a fragment. I told her that her ideas should not be constrained and she doesn't have to worry about judgement. -- Amongst many other suggestions you have mentioned in class, I have used these to guide her. I'm DELIGHTED to say that when she comes into the studio, there is not more huff and "only 90 minutes," but a, "I'm not sure where I want my story to go ... maybe i'll just start writing and see where it takes me." I LOVE THIS. IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY THAT I HAVE TO WRITE IN ALL CAPS! :)

    - Paige Bollman

  8. The most difficult task to unlearn has to be that, which has already made a deep influence in our daily lives. This is true of the way we express ourselves, whether informally in conversation or in writing; the cliches,the jargon, the repetition, bad habits in communicating, but also the way we respond to how we're taught. The refreshing difference of having a professor's expectations be high, but still undefined in nature and purpose, is a turning point for those of us who seek the challenge of being accepted for the bold and unique of our creative expression. And so when we hear that we must own the "I" of our experiences, it is uncommon, as it is to hear that our writing is not to fit our professor's expectations, but our own's.
    We become robots in the way we create for others, mechanically creating a version of ourselves. It is welcoming to feel free to "take care of ourselves" and appreciate writing for what we want it to be.
    Being able to do writing as a form of exercise has been the most freeing of experiences, It has allowed me to reflect and re-invest in me. Having the paper as my true confidant has meant that there were no mistakes or editing of a certain page. What it was, was; stayed; meant it all.
    Thank you for revealing that freedom and gift which already existed.

  9. Dr Rich,

    All my life in school, I was trained and tested to write one way. To think on e way. If I thought different, I was wrong; if I wrote different, I was wrong. Might be the reason why I never did so well on my assignments growing up. When I came to your class you gave me that freedom that I always knew I wanted as a writer but I was so trained that I didn't know how to use that freedom. It was like picking up a new language or moving into a new apartment and not knowing how you'll decorate this new and different space. But lately I have been applying your freedom to everyday things in my life. Somedays I am lost and confused but I have been opeing myself as a free person that I am that I can do what I want (if it's legal and just correct). I have learned in my classes to bring more "me" as well as my work as well as too my friends. I have been approaching life with more "me" the free me.

  10. Dr. Rich,
    One thing I appreciate, and will carry with me the rest of my life is how you have taught us a new genre of writing, which is, to write our papers as ourselves, rather than what we have all been trained on. I personally, have always been trained on how to paraphrase when it comes to essays, however, I love and appreciate how you allow us to express what is on our minds, and let us focus on just one thing, one "paper clip". As challenging as it was for the first time we had to do a paper, I am now finding it as a fun, and easier way for me to focus. You have taught me to be myself and be free like an elephant and to say what is on my mind. I try to apply this freedom everyday as much as I can, and learning to love it more as each day passes. The idea of focusing on one "paper clip" is a new way for me to write, yet I am enjoying it. Why focus on a whole story when you can write about and focus on your favorite part, or just a part that really draws your attention? So, thank you for that!
    -Valentina Quesada

  11. Omg! We all have been trained to do things a certain way when it comes to schooling. NO input of our own understand. See, the problem is really is the school system who is constantly encouraging creativity, yet imprisoned us in their standard system; which place us on a dilemma on what is the focus. Since I started college, I've been fortunate enough to a few awesome professors, who had allowed us to detox from that system and challenge our minds to create more, and thus having more freedom to evolve. I personally am learning a lot from your posts, and try to explore more outside my norm or comfort zone, to create and grow.

  12. I love this post! As I sit at work on a prep and decide what Im doing to train my elephant. I think its important to train yourself and your thinking first, in order to effectively groom and train others. As I sit here typing, Im asking myself an important question raised in the text above, what the hell do I want? Reality is, I just want bit of peace and time to receive myself of my thoughts ,fears, anxieties, hates, and angers. Losing a mom is tough, but raising 3 siblings plus my daughter in the midst of this grieving is tougher. Training my mind hasn't been easy at all, but I fight everyday through feelings of grief, sadness, anger, bitterness, in order to remain positive. Everyday when I wake up, I write 10 things that Im grateful for. Throughout the day, even at work or school Im taking at least 5 minutes to perform Reiki on myself for positive energy and train of thought. Habit! I have become comfortable over the past couple weeks making this habitual. This is important for me because clllll day, I am in the company of little minds that need nurturing and I feel that if Im trained, then I can properly train. Teaching is no easy thing, but I think that it is important that whatever we teach, we are leading by example.

  13. My mind is constantly wondering out into the world of possibilities, not so much out of boredom but out of curiosity because of all that I don’t know about with keeping up in the society that I live in. Just yesterday I was thinking to myself about what I want to do with my life after this semester and looked for potential sources of information that could help me get a handle on my life and provide me with some stability, security of mind by enlightening me on jobs within a given field and whether or not they would appeal to me. My scanning the realm of possibilities paid off in that situation, though, overall, one should be careful where one directs their attention. There can be certain potential focuses that seem tempting but can serve to be a plague upon you existence in the long run. Much like you mentioned, Professor Rich, - Twitter, Facebook, and so on. Some things that seem like innocent targets for your attention than can alleviate your curiosity and/or boredom can just as easily become something more, quite possibly build toward becoming an unhealthy habit. Do be careful where your mind wanders for the sake of a goal in mind or even the opposite. It can have both a positive and/or negative outcome.

  14. I've been training myself, well attempting to. My entire life, I've watched my mother be the jack of all trades, a handyman, plumber, painter, breadwinner, mom, dad, everything. I've adopted the same affinity to know a little bit about a lot of things. I have a very strong inclination to creative and artistic entities, and while I am familiar with, and decent at most of them, I have mastered and honed passion in none. I feel as though my mind is always moving from one project to the next without completing the initial one. Which can leave a feeling of anxiety and depression as you stated because there is a sense of incompleteness.

    I've learned to train my elephant with goal setting and deadlines because that way I have something to look at thats representative of my progress.

  15. And I'd hate to use this as an excuse for everything , but technology plays a large role in the blame!

  16. Dr. Rich,
    I always find myself getting side tracked, lost in my own mind. I often start doing something and completely forget what it is that I'm suppose to be doing. I can be in the middle of typing my paper and then find myself on Instagram for the next 30 minutes and I don't know where the time went.
    One thing I really enjoy about this post is your example of the elephant. Ever since I was young I always set deadlines and goals for myself. I like to be on top of everything even though I can get sidetracked from time to time. I feel that I'm like this because my mom is always late for everything. If we ask her to do something, it wont be done till days later, or if were leaving to go somewhere we have to tell her 15 minutes before we leave for her to be on time. I find this to be very aggravating sometimes, so I don't want to make someone else feel the same frustrations towards me because I know how it feels.

  17. Good afternoon Dr. Rich,

    When reading this post I kept getting up to do something like grab a snack, or turn music on, and I realized after finishing the post, that I wasn't focusing lol. My problem is I always want too much. When I don't have a guideline to do a certain thing, I leave my mind to wander and I realize that I want 5 different things. For example, when I do papers, I'll have an idea and I start writing it. By the third page, I'll get ANOTHER idea and say I dislike what I was first writing. Sometimes I scrap the first paper and work on my next idea even though it was just as good. I'm never satisfied with my work and find myself wanting to do too much. When I get overwhelmed, then I shut down and leave it completely. I'm going to try and work on it before the next semester starts up, but yeah, this is my problem.

  18. It is hard for me to really concentrate on one thing, but I often wait until the last minute or things slip my mind and I often have to multitask. As of right now, I am writing my blog posts and watching a musical before my voice juries, trying to put equal attention on both activities. But at the same time, there are certain things I feel like I have to do for me to focus, for example, yesterday while writing my history paper I have to listen to me or the silence with disrupt my attention. In a way, my elephant is trained to focus on one task at time, when writing my paper yesterday the music was really just in the background and my main focus was set on gathering information, whereas my mind right now is trying to focus on multiple things at time. For me it's not so much training my elephant, but treating it right and giving it time to complete tasks and take breaks.

  19. Dr. Rich,

    I feel that as a society we are always scanning. There are certain things that we must do such as our assignments. There are general expectations, and people feel thata s long as they meet the minimum they are in the clear. They meet expectations and deliver their ideas in writing in a way that suffices their teachers while writing in an impersonal style. I personally believe that everything one does should reflect a piece of their identity. I always knew that I wanted to do something in the world that would matter and improve some form of society. I took to writing as a child and even published a children's book by fifth grade. I loved writing and I loved helping people. I combined the two into what will be a dream job- an English teacher.

    Although there are ways of going about life in order to appease society and to fit in, I am someone who beats to my own drum. I find something of value and importance to me in nearly everything I see. And if I feel the need to scan, I scan for meaning in those boring things that can relate to me on a more personal level. I learned that if you look at something for a long enough time, there is always a smallest part that is of significance and value to you. I always know what I want and I am always working hard to get it. With that, I find that my elephant is trained always has something in its trunk to keep entertained and busy.

  20. Maryann

    Our minds have so many thoughts going in different directions it is hard to focus on a task sometimes. In an art class my professor had us dedicate some time to meditating which I had never done before. We worked to achieve a peaceful mind trying to clear our thoughts. This is harder than you think it would be, however my teacher was skilled at easing us along. Slowly and calmingly leading us to peace by relaxing our bodies and mind. I think meditation can help focus us on writing a paper, choosing that topic, creating an engaging argument. Asking yourself first what do I want to get across how can I relate that to others lives and then putting pen to paper. I love the idea of a teacher asking a student “How can we make this assignment about you?” It student centers their work, you are actively involving them with their choice. Student choice helps motivate students and creates better papers while letting the teacher get to know the student better. I definitely have not trained my elephant (mind) yet. I don't think I ever will and most people won't. I know that's negative to say but there is so much going on in every single persons lives. “Sonder- the realization that each random passerby is living a life as vivid and complex as your own—populated with their own ambitions, friends, routines, worries and inherited craziness.” In a world where we are so distracted it is important to step back and meditate, focus on your mind and body.