Thursday, May 23, 2019

Poetry Matters to History

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           On May 16, 2019, 25 teachers and community leaders met at William Paterson University in New Jersey to plan how to incorporate into classes and programs the 2020 centenary celebration of women’s suffrage in the United States.  The conference organizers, presenters, and participants were mostly history professors and teachers, with a few exceptions: next to me was the program director for The Girl Scouts. A museum curator for the Vineland Historical and Antiquarian Society and the Communications Officer for the NJ Historical Commission told us about their resources. Across the room was the other English teacher. After Lucia McMahon offered us illuminating slides and historical perspectives on “The Movement is a Sort of Mosaic: A History of Women’s Suffrage,” we formed small groups to create “Lessons and Activities.” This first paragraph is written as a traditional historian would report on an event—numbers, dates, places, actions, ideas, temporal sequences, causal links.  Aside from my mentioning where The Girl Scouts director sat, there is little sense of the felt experience of being there or why it mattered. 

What is missing in my report is the human element—that the only person of African descent ate his lunch alone, while the youngest woman, blond hair streaming down her back, sat with three male admirers; that although the room was cold, the horseshoe arrangement of the tables invited a sense of inclusion; that the Skyped conversation with Margaret Crocco from Michigan State University so angled and enlarged her face that I felt both intimidated and cared for.  This paragraph is written more from a poet’s perspective—images, immediacy, feelings, emotions, paradox.  This is something discussed in such blog posts as Left Brain/Right Brain and Landingthe Helicopter.

Significant differences between a History and an English class became apparent to me when I met with my small group—three high school History teachers, one English professor.  We agreed that it would be inspiring for students to consider the question of what factors should determine who should vote.  To contextualize, we would ask the question of whether 16-year-olds should be given the vote. This would provide perspective on and a debate prompt for what the purported reasons were for denying women the vote.  But many of their students were from non-documented families, often impoverished, with English as a Second Language. 

And, as often happens when teachers meet for the first time, the conversation drifted toward the constraints of contemporary educational institutions—their classes were only 40 minutes long; their lesson plans had to have clear parameters and digitalized assessment outcomes; students were apathetic and there were behavioral problems; classes were overloaded at 30-35. I asked my group about student demographics, to see if we could reach students through what I realized was an English teacher’s strategy.  Why not, for example, have students discuss what it means to be non-documented—and put it in the hypothetical for anonymity’s sake—what it might mean to have no say in what affects their lives.  In my classes, I would further analogize to the politics of classroom dynamics: “How much of a vote do you have in university policies?”

No. No. No. All the constraints.  Can’t do that. They won’t learn the historical facts.  There’s no time in the curriculum.  They won’t open up.  There was little time for us to pursue this conversation, but I was very grateful for our time together.  I appreciated the astute historical questions they raised, the perspectives, the focus and precision with which they pursued historical documents and causal connections.  If I had had time, I would have convinced them of the importance of a poetic, English teacher’s perspective in studying history.

Facts and experience.  Ideas and emotions.  Mind and body.  I write historical poetry—a genre both akin to and significantly different from historical fiction.  In my series and one-woman performance of ashes, ashes: A Poet Responds to the Holocaust, I present poems from the points of view of 15 different persons in response to the historical events.  I link these poems with reflections on how poetry matters to the study of history:

(1)   As John F. Kennedy said on the inauguration of the Robert Frost Library at Amherst College, “When politics corrupts, poetry cleanses.”  How?

(2)   Poetry shows us that the political IS personal.  Instead of the broad sweeps of events during a war, let’s consider what it felt like to have to strip naked in front of hostile strangers in a death camp.  Because

(3)   poetry is a lyrical script for the body.  Our ethnic, racial, gender, age, physical, and other differences are superficial. What we all experience—such as thirst, hunger, desire, fear—is in the human body.  Poetry is, at its core, bodily images.  Instead of
reports of how many days a prisoner was on hunger strike, embody, in words, the
burn of bile and acid as the tube is pulled back through a nostril.  And so,

(4)   poetry brings us back, literally, to our senses. It wakes us up!  Humans only vote for themselves (and reflections, thereof). I imagine a student slunk in a back row fingering his phone.  Then she hears something that touches her Wait! What! That’s like me.  I’ve got her attention;

(5)   poetry asserts the experience of the individual, which, paradoxically, affirms the universal.  Yes, there are atrocious skinheads rampaging in the United States.  Let’s listen, through poetry, to the vitriol of his sounds and rhythms as he speaks.

(6)   Poetry offers us an antidote to what William Blake calls “mathematical things.”
Our speaker, a brilliant historian and teacher, couldn’t remember some dates of events. And no one cared.  It is a cliché of history classes that students are bored with dates, and find that remembering them for tests is a punishment.  None of us
wants to be reduced to an ID #.  Here’s the experience, through poetry, of how a woman feels washing her arm where the Nazis tattooed numbers, numb-ers.
  
(7)   Poetry teaches us imagination, and this, in itself, is important if we are to avoid repeating the mistakes of our past. Graham Greene said, “Hatred is a failure of imagination.”

(8)   Poetry asks question:  How would You feel if?

(9)   Poetry speaks the unspeakable. Poetry tells the truth. Poetry keeps us from going numb to defend against horrors, because

(10)         Poetry provides a structure, a space, a container for difficult experiences so that we don’t numb out, so that we remain awake…  It offers the beauty of form, the music of words, the predictability of form—it is brief and compressed enough so we can abide.


               At its core, history is a process of preservation—of the past, the present, and the future. History gives us a sense of belonging and hope. We study history in order to build and evolve.  We study history, in Elie Weisel’s words: “Lest we forget.”  Tyrants burn books.  They assassinate poets before sculptors.  In Afghanistan, today, if a young woman is discovered writing poetry, her family murders her—an honor killing.  In our English classes, let us promote precise study of historical documents, artifacts, and ideas.  In our History classes, let us promote feeling, personal engagement, embodied experience, and the empathy that poetry uniquely inspires.  In both, let how we teach model what we most passionately want for our
students.


            My greatest proof that poetry matters to history is that audience members often come up to me after my performance of ashes, ashes to tell me that although they have studied the Holocaust, some extensively, hearing the poetry they finally get it.

Works Cited

Cover Art: https://www.facebook.com/poetrymattersproject/


Supporting Blog Posts

                  Landing the Helicopter

                  Left Brain/Right Brain

Tuesday, May 14, 2019

Classroom Seating: War Zone or Campfire?

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            Most classrooms are still organized in military rows of desks riveted toward one focal point at the front of the classroom.  The message is clear: the teacher is the general; the students are the soldiers.  Focus on someone outside of yourself.  Only one face matters.  Lock step. Ten hup (“Attention”). Prepare for The Battle of the Grade.  Comply.  The illusion is that the teacher has more control, thereby.  That she is the performer. The students are the captive audience (captives, indeed). This puts pressure on teacher and students, alike. 

These student desks are, as most military things, of uniform size, as if to say: “To succeed, be like everyone else.  Stay in line. Pull in your arms and legs.”  No matter that students are different sizes, shapes, and handedness.  No matter that evenly spaced desks don’t allow for variations in leg length, cultural sense of social space, redolence of your neighbor: “Shut up and in. Stay put. You are part of a machine. You don’t matter.”

As a teacher, I find the military model intimidating and oppressive. I’m always “on.” The students are pointed at me, like a battery of guns. The military classroom invites students to hide, guerilla style, from me, and to hide behind and from each other.  It allows phone addictions to fester in laps and under pages.  It’s secretive. It’s inhumane and unnatural.  It’s being, literally, boxed in. 

Humans are social creatures.  The most iconic shape religions and businesses use is the circle: it is the sun; it is the campfire around which we gather against the cold and dark.  I’ll never forget how one of my earliest department colleagues sneered at me for putting my students into a circle.  She had a great need to be in charge, she beat her husband, her students hated her, and she didn’t like young upstart professors. Under her red wig, she was a scared novice afraid of change. But I have never abandoned the practice of putting my classes in circles.  And I’m happy that many teachers vary the configuration of desks in their classrooms, too.

Sitting in a circle in a classroom sends the same message as sitting around a campfire.  As the military classroom does, it provides a focal point—but this one is not single-pointed on the teacher—it is shared.  Open spaces in a war zone are dangerous. The space in the center of the circle classroom is our holding, our safe space.  There are many eyes to meet and names to learn. It says Possibility. It says Freedom. It says No one blocks anyone else: We are equally welcome here.  We can see and be seen.  We are social.  We matter.

Once I announce that we will be sitting in a circle, I never have to tell the class again.  When I arrive, sometimes a half hour early to chat with early comers, students have already moved the desks around the periphery of the room.  In classes where I have repeat students, the chairs are already so configured on the first day.  It is meaningful to them.  Except for those who need to not be there, students don’t seek to return to military rows. (As an aside, when students come in late on the first day, their ears all budded in, they will often sit down in the middle of the circle on a stray desk.  Perhaps they enjoy the sacred center. I’m fond of teasing them: “Look around.  What’s happening?”  Oh!)

When we reconfigure for small group work, I first have students stand up.  Otherwise, they prefer to skootch their desks while sitting—“Thigh exercise?” I ask.  Or, “I know you’re old and weak, but…” Finding space away from other groups, they create pods with perfect geometric designs around the front edges of their desks—a triangle for three, a pentagon for five. All equally face a center. For twos, it’s face to face. For fours, it’s a diner table, not a diner booth. 

Yes, my larger desk arrayed with hand-outs, books between book-ends, my singing bowl to bong us in and out (more on that in another post), is still at the front of the class by the board.  But students will often use it for their group work, presentations, enactments.  I freely push it off to the side.  And I walk into the middle of our circle to dance out an iambic pentameter, to actually hand-out hand-outs one at a time, to orchestrate a demonstration by bringing students together in that space.

And if the classroom is small and the registrar has overloaded the course, I push the table away altogether and sit in a classroom desk, myself. That says something, too.

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Tuesday, May 7, 2019

"'To gather Paradise—'": Experiential Learning

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           Eighteen of us—thirteen students from my Emily Dickinson course, a daughter, a mother, a boyfriend, my husband, and I—after ten weeks navigating 20 pages of school permission forms each (not knowing until the last week whether we would be approved), with the gracious last-minute reservations at Amherst venues—spent four days ideal for learning, bonding, creating memories that will last lifetimes.  We called it “The Emily Dickinson Tour.” The first part—the bureaucrazies and university reservations (literally, all the hold-backs of the insurance and legal departments, and administrators thwarting professors—just because), would be what Dickinson would call the “prose” of life in the introduction to a poem:

                                    I dwell in Possibility—
                                    A fairer House than Prose—

Yes, our tour experiences were a “fairer” House—both in the sense of more beautiful and more just—than the litigious, digitalized, quantified “educational” realm of Prose.

            I designed our tour for optimal Bliss.  I did not order a bus, or take attendance, or require the trip for grades; yet 13 of the 17 enrolled students came voluntarily, and enthusiastically, although, for some, this was a financial stretch. A boyfriend, a daughter, and a mom joined us, too. They car-pooled and in one case slept seven in a hotel room.  They arrived and left at different times—often opting to stay longer.

            When we were not gathering for our scheduled dates with our hosts, everyone explored on her or his own.  Sitting with them at breakfast in the HoJo lounge, I was grateful that Mali and Tori checked Yelp! for thrifting opportunities—so even before our first date—at the Amherst Historical Strong House—seven of us did Stations of the Thrift Store—including the purchase of white clothing for our Saturday night candlelight reading. Tori handed me a $3 hummingbird feeder, to celebrate one of the Dickinson poems we read, “A Route of Evanescence.” For their riff on Judy Chicago’s Dickinson plate, Destin bought an antique, rose-motif serving plate and Tori a silver one.  All the playing, finding each other treasures, dropping Dickinson lines.

At the Strong House, students cathected onto whatever caught their interest—Mali and her daughter Sam were fascinated by the 19th century gowns and Millicent Todd Bingham’s suit with a Johnny-Jump-Up motif; Alison pointed out the display of stuffed birds under a glass bell; everyone loved Dickinson’s authentic white dress.  We discovered how tall she was when 4’11” Angie stood up on the platform to measure herself against it.  We were disappointed that we couldn’t see the bed with horsehair mattress and tightening ropes (as in “sleep tight”), but my students cared enough to ask about it.

There was a surprise exhibit of Lisa Yeisley’s drawings at The Jones Library, which served as appetizer for holographs of several Dickinson works; and Robert Frost’s hand-written draft of “Stopping by woods.”  Meanwhile, students were showing each other a miniature diorama of Dickinson’s bedroom, Dickinson’s earrings, grim photos of her father, portraits of Sue Dickinson, and other memorabilia.  I didn’t have to know what caught them—but caught they were. I was too busy oooing and ahing over my own discoveries.

It was raining, parking was impossible, no one had enough quarters for meters, and the walk was long, but after some finagling and one Uber ride, we all found ourselves—found ourselves—at the Special Collections of the Robert Frost Library at Amherst College, where Mike had brought out treasures:  a lock of Emily’s hair.  “She was a ginger,” Anastasia remarked;  the original daguerreotype of Dickinson at age 17, and a new one on loan that might have been of her and a possible lover, Kate Scott Turner. (Later, we would see her portrayed in a film.) Both plates caught reflections, so we couldn’t photograph them as clearly as on-line images, but it was fun to catch our own faces mirrored in them. 

So many holographs! Kathy especially loved the one of a small open envelope on which Dickinson had written a “house” poem—the peak of the flap was whimsically reminiscent of the peak of a pitched roof.  And there was a practice rifle which Amherst college students used to practice for conscription in the Civil War.  I delivered a very in-group comment about “Loaded Gunn” to multiple chuckles. Too many treasures to enumerate here. At night, we saw a new film, Wild Nights with Emily Dickinson, which somehow, luckily (perhaps because I had inveigled manager George enough), enjoyed its opening night for us.

The next day we visited the Dickinson Homestead, the Evergreens (her brother and beloved sister-in-law’s house), West Cemetery, where, magically, the rain stopped when we opened our car doors to visit Dickinson graves (which we decorated with white flowers); and Wildwood Cemetery, where Janice, Alison, and I decided that we wanted benches instead of gravestones when our time came.  In the evening, we had a candlelight poetry reading at Emily’s grave—and, instead of the promised rain—we had the Big Dipper right above us, and white puffy clouds—as if Dickinson, herself, had thrown her white shawl protectively above us.

I don’t know which images will stay with my students, or what will inspire them in time, but being out in the field gave us all unique, irreplaceable experiences that made what we learned embodied, multi-dimensional, and lasting.  Between the cinderblock walls of overheated or freezing classrooms, curtailed by time, too-often having no opportunities to bond and socialize, learning can be sterile.  We had time and space “More numerous of Windows—/Superior for Doors.” Many times, I have heard students say that they can’t even remember their teacher’s names—that all they cared about what taking the test and then forgetting what they had crammed into their minds the night before.

On our tour, we ate together, we karaoke-d into the night at the HoJo, we talked about our lives and hopes. Some went to see End Game after Wild Nights.  Several normally shy students emerged into their confidence as they became fierce competitors at Taboo before supper. We explored and learned for the love of learning, not for abstract get-it-over-with courses. Emily Dickinson became real.  One of the many moments I treasure was when, spontaneously, we called out favorite lines of poetry at the end of our candlelight reading.  And I was surprised to hear who spoke which line—and that they remembered phrases so well.

We dwelled in Possibility. We had the experience Dickinson captures in her poem:

I dwell in Possibility—
A fairer House than Prose—
More numerous of Windows –
Superior – for Doors –

Of Chambers as the Cedars –
Impregnable of eye –
And for an everlasting Roof
The Gambrels of the Sky –

Of Visitors – the fairest –
For Occupation – This –
The spreading wide my narrow Hands
To gather Paradise –

I like to think that she would say we were “Visitors—the fairest—”.  In writing this post, and on our tour, I and we, with her, “spread wide” our Hands, and gathered Paradise.

            Tour participants, as a keepsake for us all, please reply here with your favorite memories of our 2019 Emily Dickinson Tour, your take-aways, and your insights about how experiential learning yields surprising and lasting benefits.  Post your favorite images and videos.

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Works Cited


Dickinson, Emily. “I dwell in Possibility” in The Poems of Emily Dickinson. Ed. R.W. Franklin.
            Boston: Harvard UP, 1998. #466.